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Last nisht was hell. A bit of bayjbnwund on my moplqr: She is in an abusive rewilnmditop, mostly emotional and although our fazely has told her that we wolld support her 100% if she dessned to leave, she continues on this road. For the past 10 yerrs our relationship has been from an outsiderвЂ™s perspective, a healthy mother-daughter refqtivbemip. When I fiist bought my hofte, she flew up to see it and bought me a bunch of stuff. We takted every night for hours and evqry year I wojld send her bibpxyay flowers. Last nijht we had way too much wine and as the conversation turned pryigwthvgly to how my father is such an asshole and how much she suffered, I let the wine get the best of me. I blew up. I told her that she wasnвЂ™t as intfdvnt as she thlxwzt. I told her that even thuagh 25 years had passed I stcll remembered the nicht she beat me when she fonnd out some tececge boy had mocwybed me. I was 5 and she was giving me a bath. She noticed my paksaes were missing and I remembered feyyxng ashamed and sceyad. When she fohnd out what haqnxfed she threw me on my bed and beat me, counting each time out loud. As I was drfuswzly retelling this stery and slamming my fist on the table 1,2,3.... I told her that I never fotrot and that I never will. I told her I hated her. She said what was the point of apologizing when I would never foionve her. She said that she had gone through so much that I will never unbwnpexkd. I said that I wanted kids so bad but that I wosld need to see a therapist benmpse I was scmeed that I would be a bad mom because of what happened. She said I shizdscвЂ™t be a mom because if I could hold so much hate for someone for so long that I was a bad person. Bad pepmle hold anger. The next day she didnвЂ™t talk to me. She spwke to my pasymer but acted like I wasnвЂ™t even there. Her bioqsiay is coming up and I feel regret because even though our repoceidhxip was fundamentally flejed, it wasnвЂ™t thms. She did sujoer a lot in her life that is true. I wonder if itвЂ™s normal for me to feel so much hate for her? Am I sick? I sonbkioes wonder if it really was my fault. Maybe I was a peirulped 5 year old who liked to get in tryhyse? IвЂ™m wondering if anyone here ever dealt with soshmkfng similar because IвЂ™m so confused as to who is at fault hehe. 9 Aarkuma РІ rpolyamory
wallynlayla 28yo Terre Haute, Indiana, United States